this morning was very strage

i slept a little later than usual last night and woke up today with no sense of time or space.. it was very weird. i had no idea whether this way friday, monday or tuesday, i left my curtains open, so the sun glaring straight into my eyes... i was afraid i was already late for school, i didn't really care and just rolled over the other side of my bed, i didnot know it was friday... and like you see boys and girls, it is not like i care.

sorry i never told you what happened between me and ahmed, i am still new to this blogging, i completely forgot about MY blog. i checked what i wrote the last time, i am supposed to tell you how ahmed and i got together and stuff, but unfortunatley for you guys you will not get that today because i ahmed pissed me off and i do not want to talk about him today. A LOT OF THINGS happened since i wrote last. i think that am getting sick of Ahmed already, I am not sure I feel like talking about him EVER again. it is a good thing i never really wasted your time to read about that boring idiot. i just hate people like ahmed, ok you have money, ok you have a nice car, ok you are good looking, but do you really think that you are the best looking guy in the world and that all girls are dying over you, who the fuck do you think you are? rashid al majid?! anyway, as you can see boys and girls, i am not having a good time with ahmed these days, so i will try my best not to mention him in this post, and instead will tell you more about my mother, i told you i will tell you about her in the future and today is the future {see, i always knew that i can work in advertising!!!}

i love my mom and i thank god always for her whenever i remember to pray. she is very open minded and wants us her daughters to be independent and successful, that's why i am at university, if it was not for her i would not have done this stupid business for one more day. the thing about my mother is that i think that she is way too much of a feminist. yeah it is fine that she thinks i should get a degree, but at times i dont know if she is serious or not, but i heard her saying that she wants me to be a minister.. if they let me be the minister of shopping and fashion i would sersiously do that, but otherwise, no, thanks, what minister does she want me to be? agriculture or defence? lol.

ok, i do think that us women should work, i really think that my mother is always correct we she tells us that a woman should always be in control of her destiny and the story she tells us daily is about her cousin in dubai whose husband divorced her and let her with the children, she is now living off charity what her family members give her, she never went to university and does not seem to be the type who would ever work anywhere.

my mother is a little bit old, everybody is telling her she should get retired, if my father was not running his own company he would have been retired ages ago, my mother tells us that if she did not have her job she would have nothing to do... i don't think that it is true, loads of other do not have work, don't THEY have nothing to do as well? they are happy and i think my mother would be as well.

ok, it's almost 12 mid night, i need to go to bed to get ready for school. i will tell you if anything new happens between me and ahmed, it better happen, or i'm breaking up with this idiot.