sorry for no updates

boys and girls, i am really sorry for not updating my blog for a while... i keep on forgetting about it and i never really get in my creative moods except once in a blue moon around 12 midnight.. i do not know why, but maybe it's because every once a while those of us who are still not married and do not share their beds with anybody else get in these strange moments when you get really lonely in your bed, you flip from one side to the next and just sleep wont' come.. it feels weird and hollows.. i am sure someone else must have felt the same..

speaking about sleeping and beds, i have this girlfriend of mine who refuses to sleep in complete darkness.. she used not to be able to sleep if there is a single light source in the room, but one day, her aunt came over to sleep in her room and was shocked when this girlfriend of mine swiched off all the lights, the aunt told her that this looks and feels like sleeping in a tomb because this is exactly how it will be after we die. complete darkness, not a single flicker of light.. stupid girlfriend never managed to sleep in the darkness again in her life - true story...

i don't know what you girls think about the gonu 2 rumor, i do not think that it is true, but mom is freaking out and buying rice and canned food and water and candles and everything as if we are seriously going to have a crisis and we will be living isolated in our house for three months or so. okay. even if a storm came and we got stuck for a day or two we do not really need that much food, seriously, the food she bought can last us for a whole year - and it's almost going to get spoiled in six months, i tried to tell her this but she ignored me.

dad does not seem to care much about it though, he is one of those people who think that the public is a stupid race or something, he does listen to anybody and will only do what he thinks is right.. he is saying that gonu 2 will not happen and that omanis are just like usual love spreading rumors and other stuff like that. i hope that dad is correct. i do not need to see another gonu..

the husband of one of our far relatives died over the weekend, our relative is very young and saw was her husband, they have not have not even been married for three months  and he dies.. and nobody knows the reason, my heart is breaking every time i think of the story, the wife was not in oman and she was not able to see him before he burried him, even his dad was also abroud and did not see him before they buried him... at times life can be very cruel and it does not make sense, i don't understand why such a thing would happen, there is no explanation and no justification.. i do not know what i would have done if my husband dies, i do not want to know how it feels.